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I don't know but i just felt that writing is not in me anymore maybe due to assignment and report related to writing. So,writing for blog is making me bored,tired or i don't know how to explain it,but hurm only i know i think.

But who care..... I only write it for me and yah for me...if u feel like read it then go ahead... i am open it for everyone to read... Duh!

I felt so happy today and decide to write it here for my memory one day!! Might be!

Am happy cause we finally okay!!!! ( mostly u guys feel like it normal....duh!) But i feel super duper happy cause i get a nice warm hug extra and extra smooch to my forehead..... hehehe...

His back to normal...............but i can't totally pointing finger at him when we both are fighting or what ever!!!!!! He tired cause of super duper load of works and i always misunderstand of what he talking.. Can't really mad at me thought sometimes i barely can't understand the words that he was talking.....

Who cares!!!!!!!!!! Today am Happy thats what important.................

Have no classes today and yes am at home playing Farmville....hahah.....since i have nothing to play with...Angry Birds completed every level...so yeah am bored..........

So sorry...............

Sorry for neglecting you my blog................So i just need to end my 30 days challenge with a sad face. Due to my assignment,class and etc...... I have to end this challenge.

I can't do it........... Am so busy........................ My hectic semester is killing me......... damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 3 : My Parents

Today entries My parents!!

I don't know very much about my ancestor history cause we rarely ask them about it,unless from my grandma. But i still doesn't understand the ancestor blood line. Owh well, just gonna try it....

My Daddy, He is the only brother to 4 sister... He is the middle siblings..

My grandfather have 4 wifes if not mistaken..... Cause my daddy have a lot of steps brother and sister.... end with Chong's surname....

What i know my grandfather is from China ( maybe ) and they all speaks Hokkien.....

My mom she is the eldest daughter from 7 siblings.... She is pure kadazan.... But can't tell the detail about my ancestor blood line cause i don't know anything about our history...hhahaha......

Next time i ask my parents about this more k..... :) Btw...... Today i was turned 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!! Happy birthday to me.....

Day 2: Your pets

Pets? Hurm....i have a lot of pets back at my hometown but here i only have this little kitten to accompany all my housemate and myself....wanna see this naught kitten of mine..........HERE!!

She is our baby at home.... They called it BABY...I don't know why but ask my housemate's why they called this kitten BABY.

They found this cat near to my campus and decide to bring back home. So now she is the one and only will save us all from cockroach... Lucky us...

Isn't it so ADORABLE..But she is so super duper EVIL...Hyperactive i should say.....

Btw...2nd day task COMPLETED....haha

30 day blogging challenge...

I just found out about this from my friends blog...Thank u Donna for the inspire. Since that am on holiday why not take this challenge as one of making my blog updated rite?

Since that today is 2nd of June but hell yeah!! I still wanna keep this challenge... Why? Cause bored is killing me now since am not going back to my hometown...

Here is the list of the challenge...see if i can take this challenge or not.... :p

* Day 1: Introduction - A recent photo of you -10 interesting facts.

* Day 2: Your pets

* Day 3: Your parents.

* Day 4: Your siblings.

* Day 5: What your family backgrounds.

* Day 6: Meaning behind your name.

* Day 7: 20 songs that come up on your playlist on shuffle.

* Day 8: A place you've traveled to.

* Day 9: A favorite picture of your close friend.

* Day 10: Something your afraid of.

* Day 11: TV shows that you are currently addicted to.

* Day 12: A picture of something that makes you happy.

* Day 13: Goals.

* Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?

* Day 15: Something you've been eyeing on but haven't got the chance to own it.

* Day 16: Dream house.

* Day 17:Something you're looking forward to.

* Day 18: 3 random photos you've taken 3 years ago.

* Day 19: Something you miss.

* Day 20: Nicknames.

* Day 21: Your footwear collection.

* Day 22: What’s in your purse?

* Day 23: 3 ways to make you cry

* Day 24: Something you’ve learned.

* Day 25: A song to match your mood.

* Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.

* Day 27: A photo of you as a child

* Day 28: A photo of your handwriting

* Day 29: 3 Wishes.

Puff.......anyone dare to take this challenge as well???....

Stop!!!

You are so Annoying!!!!

Every day you keep on nagging me... Please STOP treat me like a 3yr old kids. I am not a kid anymore. I have grown up now i am a teen!!! Before we being together i always being independent, i travel here n there ALONE!!! I even go to Indonesia ALONE!!

Since with you,every morning i wake up YOU make me so ANNOYED!!! Babbling this and that!!! GOSH!!! I know you are so FUSSY with everything BUT REMEMBER this NO BODY is PERFECT!!! Like you always said to me.

You should know i am SIMPLE person and doesn't play RULE in my life.... Cause i don't like to be CONTROLLED!!! Cause i don't wanna be a REMOTE CONTROL CAR, You can give me direction here and there... I AM SORRY...BUT I LOVED YOU!!!

It's been tired month for me...

Oh gosh!!!

I don't know what happen to me. It just so tired! My mind! My body! I feel so extremely tired. My schedule is so pack this semester!!! 23rd May start my exam... Gosh!!! lucky my presentation is done.

I am totally sorry to my bestfwen, i can't even bring her go here n there.... So sad.... I have my commitment to fulfill first.

STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wanna get Dean List if possible...wanna aim for that... Damn it!!!!!!!!!!! Bye for now....

I miss em So badly....

This is my crew....308....i love em.....inlove with em...i cry with em.......i fun with em..... all we do is together.......

There are my sisterhood....there are my friends.... We keep each other secret and we keep each other safe. We love for who we are....

Can i do this???

Omigosh!!! Now i really think wanna have one of these... Gosh!!! Mum can i have this??? Damn i inlove with it.......

Hahaha......................................................This is what i have in my mind........................................... wanna know?????????????????...................this....................Tattoo's!!!!!!!!!! Been dreaming to have this for such a long time.....

Thinking of doing it on my lower hip cause............nobody will see it...... do u think having a tattoo just to show it?? Naah...its enough only my love can see it...or i can say only me see it................... Since i love to wear bikini's so why not aite...make my body more sexy...hahaha

Damn it hot.................................anyone know who can do it????

My new shoes..................haha

Isn't it lovely??????????????? Hahaha..... Love my purple shoes.................... I am a PURPLE FREAK..!!!!!!!!!!!

My ankle is Crying...

My ankle is crying cause someone kick it. Why it been kick? Cause the girl who kick me doesn't know which one is ball and which one is my foot. Bloody hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now am the one who walking with a stick on my left arm....wargh!!!!!!! Pathetic.

Tonight i have my friendly match futsal but i can't join. Well the tournament of 1 Malaysia is finish now we still have 1 more tourney this coming 17 next month. I still have time to recover.... Yeah!!!!

As u all know i already bought my dream shoe i mean my futsal shoe which have my fav colour..........agagag.... Purple white nike shoe sizes 7 and half....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CANT'T UPLOAD THE PICTURE now...WILL UPLOAD IT LATER...............Haish...

It's been 1 week...

It's been 1 week we both have a silent treatment... I don't know what did i do wrong and i don't know what happen to him.... All i know is silent are the best option for him to show how angry he was to me....

Since 11 Feb he kept being silent...my text my call is all nothing for him. I tried my best to reach him but all i got is silent...no reply no calling back.

My friends said i just should let you cool down.. but it almost a week...or i can say its been a week.. What wrong with you? I have no idea...

First you ok.....then being like this..Hurm... I hate it you know.. But i try my best to act cool...and just forget about everything.

If you wanna be with your past girlfriend then go ahead,i have no reason to hold you back. But one i asking you just let me go nicely. If you think you are gentlemen enough then come to me and said "It's Over".... Not by begging me and said " please don't let me go"........

What the heck is dat???? I don't understand you sometimes.... You are to soft hearted. If some begged to be with you when you are married then you without thinking will grab that person to be your 2nd wife??? You told me you don't do polygamy but see who doing it right now? Not me but IT's YOu.....!!!!!!!!

Damn boy....you just pathetic looser...... Can i say ahdios........... And you will feel regret...by the time you begged me to stay it will the time i stop chasing you...

You are the greatest thing of all......

This words dedicated to someone so special in my life....

This poem especially for u...... I don't know what the feel, feel of love when you first come approach me, I don't know what should i react, react to the love of some1 like you, I don't know what to say, say the love and the meaning of my love to a person like you, I don't know what to think, think about the day you make your biggest choice of making me as your wife and not ur gf, Who do you love? My answer would be you, why you? Because you are the greatest things happen in my life, What life am talking? Life to be with you,you are the reason i keep on holding to ur promise of loving me each day. Did i ever regret having u in my life? NO...i never regret having u in my life...you are something special happen to me. Am i scared of losing you? Yes i did afraid every single breath i take i am afraid of losing you. I don't want anyone to disturb use cause i know how it feel... i know how it feel to be dumb i don't want it happen to you or me... Having u in my life is the best thing ever.....you are the greatest person GOD gives me you... I pray to God don't ever make us apart... I LOVE you......

Tanda2 cinta sejati???

This is my first entry i guess with Malay language in it...... cause i just copy and paste from a source about TRUE LOVE....................

1. Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah bisa memberikan alasan kenapa ia mencintai kamu, yang ia tahu dimatanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.

2. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya,dimatanya kamu selalu yang tercantik/tertampan walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah berlebihan atau kamu merasa kegemukan .

3. Orang yang mencintai kamu selau ingin tau tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, ia ingin tau kegiatan kamu.

4. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan sms seperti ?selamat pagi?” selamat hari minggu? selamat tidur?, walaupun kamu tidak membalas pesannya.

5. Kalau kamu berulang tahun dan kamu tidak mengundangnya setidaknya ia akan telpon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim sms.

6. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang ia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah lupa setiap detailnya, karena saat itu adalah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.

7. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingat tiap kata2 yang kamu ucapkan bahkan mungkin kata2 yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengatakannya.

8. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menyukai lagu-lagu kesukaanmu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD/kaset kamu,karena ia ingin tau kesukaanmu, kesukaanmu kesukaannya juga.

9. Kalau terakhir kali ketemu, kamu sedang sakit flu, terkilir, atau sakit gigi, beberapa hari kemudian ia akan mengirim sms atau menelponmu dan menanyakan keadaanmu.. karena ia mengkhawatirkanmu.

10. Kalau kamu bilang akan menghadapi ujian ia akan menanyakan kapan ujian itu dan saat harinya tiba ia akan mengirimkan sms ?good luck? atau menelponmu untuk menyemangati kamu.

11. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tapi itu ialah suatu barang yang istimewa buat dia.

12. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat,saat sedang berbicara ditelpon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi binggung saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup karena kamu telah mengguncang dunianya.

13. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada didekatmu dan ingin menghabiskan hari2nya denganmu.

14. Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke kota lain untuk waktu yang lain ia akan memberikan nasehat supaya kamu waspada dengan lingkungan yang bisa membawa pengaruh buruk bagimu.

15. Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.

16. Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal2 yang konyol spt menelponmu 100x dalam sehari, atau membangunkanmu ditengah malam karena ia mengirim sms atau menelponmu. karena saat itu ia sedang memikirkan kamu.

17. Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang merindukanmu dan melakukan hal2 yang membuat kamu jengkel atau gila, saat kamu bilang tindakannya membuatmu terganggu ia akan minta maaf dan tak kan melakukannya lagi.

18. Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dengan sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia!

19. Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka namamu akan menghiasi sbgn besar ?INBOX?nya.Ya ia masih menyimpan pesan dari kamu walaupun pesan itu sudah kamu kirim sejak berbulan2 bahkan bertahun2 yang lalu.

20. Dan jika kamu menghindarinya atau memberi reaksi penolakan, ia akan menyadarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupanmu walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya. Karena yang ia inginkan hanyalah kebahagiaanmu.

21. Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada disana menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain. Ya???? ia selalu menunggumu.

Insomnia again...

Hello dear readers...

OMG!!! It's nearly 7am and i'm still wake up!!! What happen to me? Just now slept for like 5 hours cause of my own stupidity. Wanna know what my stupidity is?

Well FYI... I did donate blood today and it was my first time donating blood. Wanna be a great human being who go and donate blood but without thinking my own risky.

I was so happy and excited for donating my blood since that i suddenly have the courage to do it. Why not aite ? some more it was campus cancer day. So, the story began like this. I was there at campus waiting for my next class to start then suddenly wise idea come from my head. Told my friends i wanted to donate my blood and she accompany me. Hahaha.... there i was reading the term n regulation on donating blood,fill up the form and wait my turn to be test.

BTW,my blood is group A and i know its long time already but since that they check it for me, just wanna let you all know. Maybe one day i need your blood.

I have a history of Hb low means my hemoglobin is low i check my Hb today and i am happy but not happy enough cause its only enough for me.... 12.7 and normal is 12.5 and above.

Due to my stubborn head... i just go and donate even the Dr ask my like twice or i don't know how many times she ask me am i sure to donate. I said yes... Hahaha.... first timer.

So,i donate........but end up i fainted and the Dr almost IV me... IV mean intravenous drip. Lucky i the Dr i will drink up the 100+.... if not drip plus hurt plus inject..... arh...NO WAY!!!

Blood pressure getting low by then but my friend was there helping me by talking with me.. Then at last 78/53 that's too low up to 101/71...at least getting normal....

But i still can't sleep..missing my BIG V..... huhu T_T